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This needs to stop

Hello everyone,

I am so sick and irritated of people using words to hurt people. In that I mean uttering the word *ag or n****. It really bothers me that people think its okay to keep saying it even though it has the exact connotation related to a word of hate against people of a darker skin tone, or homosexuals. Some people even have the audacity, to say “Well I stand for equal rights” But then go ahead and use words of hate. You’d think adults would be more competent enough to tell their children, ” You shouldn’t use those words, because they insult people, and are used to hate against them”, however I have seen adults who thoroughly use them in front of their children…. not teaching them that they’re words of hate. And then how dare someone get all freaky over me with censorship, you know what? If words are used to hate, than they should be banned. I mean, specifically a word that is used to hate, like *** or N***** or d***. Those words have been used to hate people throughout centuries. And then they freak out about their freedom of speech, you don’t have the freedom to utter hate speech, and you know what if free speech has to do with allowing people to disseminate words of hate… than it is absolutely incorrect in letting people do so. Its really not a hard concept to understand, we want to limit the pain to people, words do hurt, so limiting the words that are used to hate will help, unless you’re a self centered, and selfish person who thinks “As long as its not hurting me, its okay”.


Heyyy Guys,

Sorry it has been so long since I have posted! I hope you all are having a great Summer so far :D.

So yea! I have been doing pretty darn good. I like that I am done school and at the same time I don’t like it! Like I like that I am done school, because I get a break from some people who are sometimes rude to me a bit. I really like all of my teachers at the school! A LOT. But earlier this year, I made a groaning comment when one of my teacher mentioned the church. And then they told me that teenagers like to rebel, so thats why I don’t like the church, but said it was fine that I have a different view so people shouldn’t get angry at me. The first part made me angry, because well I am not rebelling, as soon as I have a different opinion I am suddenly hateful and rebelling, that is NOT FAIR for me. I don’t call religious people hateful, although a lot of the time I could, for like SOME of their views on homosexual marriage and stuff. It also bugs me that the Catholic church THINKS that it violate people’s rights, like are you kidding me. They baptize children without their permission, the international community should know that this is NOT OKAY. That probably will be going against the child’s will. Religion is dumb, and I don’t care who reads this, its true!! Like God doesn’t exist, the whole psychological theory makes sense. People get satisfaction out of believing in God, its a natural brain process, if you feel like someone is there for you when someone who is physically real lets you do, well thats going to give you mental satisfaction, thats all that believing in God is, it is not an actual belief and there is no actual God. Why the church and other religions feel as if they have to force their beliefs on others is not understandable and is seriously misguided. Its really wrong! Anyway we need to fight this people,

Have a lovely day!

Hey guys! :)

I hope you all are having a great weekend!! Sorry I haven’t been writing lately, just busy… Well not totally true, finally had a weekend with no homework. That was good…. Last week was an okayish one, it kind of sucked. I felt like no one understood me and I was so much different then everyone else. I mean its kind of hard learning that even people that are very smart and good, do ‘bad’ things. Like alcohol…. That bugs me, can’t people see that its secretly killing people…? Why can’t people who drink it not understand that. It causes cancer… and liver issues, and these are among other large problems. It doesn’t make sense… Whatever. It can go and screw itself in the corner :P. Anyway, you guys should check out my new video:

Have a great night!

Helllo :) Good morning.

I am having a pretty okay morning. Someone wrote in my honesty box that I am an ***hole… I really don’t get it. I really don’t understand it, so I just ignored it. I am so sick and tired of these other people doing that. All I want to do is help people and make them feel good, sure sometimes peoples opinions may vary but it doesn’t mean you have to send them hate mail. NOT accusing anyone here, I want to make that clear, its just I really don’t know who would do it. Its so immature and hateful, its ridiculous…. I wouldn’t do that to anyone. I want people to feel good, not feel sad or upset. I am just ignoring it, for now. But some people just make me feel bad because my opinion varies, I don’t know why they do, but I guess they get too defensive. Just because you have different opinions doesn’t mean that you should be hated I mean its nuts. Sometimes I just cannot wait to get out of highschool. Guaranteed that the person who wrote to, I have written a nice comment in theres, sometime or another… Again, I want people to feel good and smile. So I just ignored it, hopefully I can just forget about it so whoever it is doesn’t bother me again. I don’t want others to suffer from me complementing them, but I also don’t want people to be attacking me either. Why are some people so hateful? I don’t get it, as much as I don’t understand recreational drugs as being good things. My F can sometimes be negative, and really how is it solving anything? It solves nothing but making others feel bad around you. Anyway I have to go, I hope you all have a great day :),
Don’t forget to smile!


My principles/ethics

Okay well I thought i’d make a post about general rules I follow in life:

– Gender is just an illusion, don’t think as it dividing anything other than physical, which can now be changed through operations. It has nothing to do with mental compacity, life expectancy, thinking, moral views, etc. Like even if statistics show that females live longer than males in OUR society, its because thats how a lot of people in our society think and follow that way of thinking… Hard concept to grasp I know.

– Everyone is there own person, don’t define them by where they live, gender, etc.

– Stay away from drugs and alcohol. They are uneeded and only cause harm to the world.

– Relationships are very important. You must have good relationships with people you see everyday and others around you to live a furfilled life. Whether they are family or not they are critical to your well being.

– Religion is an uneeded concept that was created by people in less developed times. If we relied on eachother we would have no need for religion (Buddhism seems as an acception, because you don’t really rely on a God) and the world would improve greatly.

– Conservatism is something that has no place in the world. HOWEVER, there is common sense. For instance, polagmy should NOT be allowed because the man/woman who has mutiple spouses cannot adquently and equally provide for each spouse at the same time.

– Live a happy life, don’t let things get you too down in the gutter… Its important to stay positive and avoid unpleasant/negative people. Its good to see good qualities in people who seem negative, because seeing positive qualities in them may make them have more of a positive outlook on life.

– Life experience isn’t a very good thing to teach others based on. The fact is that not everyone is going to feel the same way you feel on a situation. Not everyone is going to think the same way whether you like it or not. So trying to instill things like ” You wouldn’t like that if you were actually doing it or affected by it” type of thing in children is not a good way to go.

– EVERYONE has an opinion and is going to think differently. Thats just who they are… and makes them, them. HUMANS cannot be defined by “norms”.

– Statistics fluctuate, so don’t believe practically anything you read. Make up your own opinion on things you see, and how you feel.

I will add more as I think of them 🙂

Man some people are idiots -_-

Okay, yea. I really don’t understand the church at all lol. They are such idiots its quite funny. Like I want to like, I don’t even know ! Its so frustrating how much of an idiot the church can be, they fail at acquiring the whole picture so frequently, its disturbing. I was reading about how a pope can annul a marriage if you don’t have the sexual compacity? Are you stupid. Love isn’t all about sexual intercourse… that kind of view is disturbing and frankly disgusting. Like where does that come from? It makes no sense whatsoever. Love isn’t a defined thing, its different for everyone, thats what makes the church a bit of an idiot, well not a bit. Stop trying to define people, we cannot be defined, everyone is an individual, and are beautiful. Like its just when people blame terrorist bombers for their actions, I mean yea sure they did it, but they were raised that way. Thats where the problem lies. Its just so frustrating, and demeaning to define something as being normal. Everyone is their own person, thats it PERIOD. And back to subject of marriage, are they too idiotic to think that love is more than sexual? Actually most of it is focused on an emotional aspect of helping each other get through the rough times, its more of a partnership than anything. Its just so frustrating, so happy I live in a free country, where this stuff doesn’t define the laws. I mean I just don’t get it!!! It makes zero sense, but I guess thats just how some people are brought up and therefore choose to follow it. But it makes me laugh 😛 Anyway I have homework, have a great day! :),



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Good Afternoon :)

Today I have a day off <3. I love days off hahaha. Like life is so busy, sometimes you just need a break. But I love school a lot too!! While I was taking a shower, I was thinking about how stupid and idiotic some people can be sometimes. Like, in Ontario, apparently however I haven’t confirmed this myself, they can charge males higher rates then females for driving insurance -_-. I would fight against this, no matter if I was female or male. This is discrimination… Okay, first of all its so obvious that just because some guy speeds and gets in accidents, how in the world does that mean that I am going to get into more accidents? It absolutely doesn’t make sense. Like I really don’t agree with it, its as idiotic as saying, people from Switzerland steal more so we should charge them more at stores, which is completely idiotic to say. So like, even if statistics say that, THEY FLUCTUATE, HELLO. Its so obvious. IFF a company charges me more when I start driving, I will file a human rights complaint, its just ridiculous. I hate when people try to distinguish males from females but fail so hardcore. Like, we are all just people, with different personalities. Gender is just a delusion…. If you think otherwise, well you’re wrong. Look around you, EVERYONE is different. Maybe this goes back to church days? I have no idea… But its frankly disgusting. The church, does this too, therefore it is an idiot. Women cannot be priests? Why not? Thats ridiculous! Argh. Also lately I have been studying Buddhism, it seems like probably the best religion out there. I mean I could live with it co existing, and maybe even follow it, like at least its hypocritical like Christianity can be. I am also fully against alcohol, how could the church INCLUDE alcohol in their ceremonies. It just doesn’t make sense, “Oh we stand for good values, but you know drinking…” . Anyways I have to go, talk you later, have a great day!! :),


Hey everyone :)

Okay well today was kind of a suckish day for me :(. Like I just don’t understand why some people just say hurtful things sometimes, I wonder do they do it on purpose? Because they don’t like me? Like I always always want to be there for anyone who needs me, I really love helping people… I like when others feel happy. I try my best, but its like even when I do that people still hurt me. Which won’t ever harm my efforts to help them, I hope. I just felt hurt a lot, because like one of my favourite teachers, was saying how he can’t have any social life outside of school, but that made me think, is it because I am not trustworthy? Is it because I am assumed to do something wrong? Am I a bad kid? What about after graduation, then can I have contact. I mean its simple to me, you know a lot of your teachers if you stay at the same school for like 6 years and then they just dump you off? I know some of my teachers wouldn’t do that… I HOPE. That might make me feel heartbroken…. Like I don’t know how to explain it, you know them for so long…. How can you not become attached? I know I want to become a teacher, but I would always want to be there for my students….! And if they ever needed me outside of school for something like, important, I wouldn’t even hesitate to think about it. Because I would actually care, it wouldn’t just be a job. I hate when people have that kind of mindset, that its just a job. No its not, when you apply and work at that job you should care about all of your co workers and stuff too and not just money or yourself. And like one of my friends, totally ignores me at school. Its like I am a no one, I always offer to help this person in anyway I can. I really do want to help this person, but I am constantly blown off. I want to be there! Like this person totally ignored me this morning :(. I was talking to this person and then they just walked away, why do some people do that? I don’t understand… Like it makes me upset, because people are just acting kind of like… I don’t want to say jerks but like not so nice lately. And I mean I really want to be there for each and everyone one of them even if they hate me or dislike me. I know its very hard right now, because I am hurting. I try and help people because I love doing stuff for them, but then some just turn their backs and choose not to do the same or actually say negative things or do negative things to me…. ARGH. Besides this friend and this teachers comment, which really I will choose to slightly ignore because hes not the type of person to say something like that. Well he doesn’t usually, I mean he usually cares about me rather than causes me problems. Anyway haha, other than that my day was good. But that whole breaching of trust just made me feel BLAH for a big part of the day. And then some people commented on my status and made me feel better. I would like to give a shout out to Ashley and Francesca, who made me feel mostly better, thanks guys 🙂 Anyways I have a chemistry project to do, Talk to you guys tonight hopefully!!

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