Archive for April, 2009

Hey everyone :)

Okay well today was kind of a suckish day for me :(. Like I just don’t understand why some people just say hurtful things sometimes, I wonder do they do it on purpose? Because they don’t like me? Like I always always want to be there for anyone who needs me, I really love helping people… I like when others feel happy. I try my best, but its like even when I do that people still hurt me. Which won’t ever harm my efforts to help them, I hope. I just felt hurt a lot, because like one of my favourite teachers, was saying how he can’t have any social life outside of school, but that made me think, is it because I am not trustworthy? Is it because I am assumed to do something wrong? Am I a bad kid? What about after graduation, then can I have contact. I mean its simple to me, you know a lot of your teachers if you stay at the same school for like 6 years and then they just dump you off? I know some of my teachers wouldn’t do that… I HOPE. That might make me feel heartbroken…. Like I don’t know how to explain it, you know them for so long…. How can you not become attached? I know I want to become a teacher, but I would always want to be there for my students….! And if they ever needed me outside of school for something like, important, I wouldn’t even hesitate to think about it. Because I would actually care, it wouldn’t just be a job. I hate when people have that kind of mindset, that its just a job. No its not, when you apply and work at that job you should care about all of your co workers and stuff too and not just money or yourself. And like one of my friends, totally ignores me at school. Its like I am a no one, I always offer to help this person in anyway I can. I really do want to help this person, but I am constantly blown off. I want to be there! Like this person totally ignored me this morning :(. I was talking to this person and then they just walked away, why do some people do that? I don’t understand… Like it makes me upset, because people are just acting kind of like… I don’t want to say jerks but like not so nice lately. And I mean I really want to be there for each and everyone one of them even if they hate me or dislike me. I know its very hard right now, because I am hurting. I try and help people because I love doing stuff for them, but then some just turn their backs and choose not to do the same or actually say negative things or do negative things to me…. ARGH. Besides this friend and this teachers comment, which really I will choose to slightly ignore because hes not the type of person to say something like that. Well he doesn’t usually, I mean he usually cares about me rather than causes me problems. Anyway haha, other than that my day was good. But that whole breaching of trust just made me feel BLAH for a big part of the day. And then some people commented on my status and made me feel better. I would like to give a shout out to Ashley and Francesca, who made me feel mostly better, thanks guys 🙂 Anyways I have a chemistry project to do, Talk to you guys tonight hopefully!!

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Gooddddd morning people!! :)

I hope everyone is having a great morning!! Sorry I couldn’t write in here last night, I finished homework way to late. Oh man I have so much homework lately, its nutsss!!! And I have a test tomorrow, which I only studied an hour for so far!! GAH. I cannot wait until I am through this period of heavy work!! Ah well, I was thinking about the church again. And how they say that they want equality, yet they don’t let women be priests and no homosexual marriage, well that’s quite stupid and hypocritical if you ask me. It just makes me upset that something that people look at as a good thing is really an evil thing. I am so against their hurtful declarations, and I will fight against that forever. If I become a teacher I do want to teach in a Catholic school, because I like the environment, and I never minded taking religion because its really interesting to learn about because I find religion interesting, just its not for me. Like I don’t at this point in my life care about it, I mean like I don’t even know whats going on. I am more concerned with what I am doing in my life then something that could not be there. Imagine that, people spending all that time and then its just not there, that would be sad. But I kind of do believe in a higher power, just one who stands for equality and loves everyone the way that I see love, equality.

Goooooddd. Morning !!

Hey guys!!,

I was listening to the radio this morning and ewwww they were tLking about people who go like commando and that’s so disgusting to me I mean why would anyone in their right mind do or even think of doing something like that!! I would have them charged with sexual assault!!! I hate when some people are just so immature And disgusting, it’s your body parts keep them to yourself!!! Anyway I have to go have a great day!!!

Helloooo World <3.

Heyyy,

Okay well, I had some problems on facebook expressing myself, so I thought this would be the pefect place (: . Thanks for keeping an eye on my blogg <3.

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Okay, so my first post…

I think this blog is totally amazing and gives me such a sense of expression. A little about me? Well I am a kind, academically hardworking person, nice guy. I get stressed out easily, and I get upset at religion very easily sometimes. I am really interested in subjects such as, history, media, law, biology, world issues, music, entertainment, etc. I live in Canada, which I absolutely love, I am so happy to live in Canada and to have been born here :). I really enjoy school and I feel close to some of my teachers at school, I mean like sometimes they are like my second parents … haha. I don’t understand why some people are jerks sometimes, its usually not in their personality… But its just I guess they have a bad day and then they choose to attack others? I have no clue haha. Anyway I am sure I will enjoy this a lot 🙂 HAVE A GREAT NIGHT (:,

Alex